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The experience of God's presence

I'd love to hear about a time when you've experienced God's awesome presence.  I’ll never forget feeling the awesome fear of God at the summit of Mauna Kea in Hawaii.  The sense of His power was so palpable, I felt like running from that place.  God has used that in my life to show me that he has the power to accomplish the impossbile in my life.  Let me know about your experience of His presence.

Quotable

We've just released my lastest song to Christian radio, Forgive Myself. This song refectls a hard won battle in my life and a victory that I use God's power to hold onto every day.

I believe this song has a real life transformational potential. I hope that God can use it in YOUR life. Pray that God accomlishes HIS purpose for the tune.

Forgive Myself could be a huge cross-over song. Like a lot of the music of Christian artists I've enjoyed that have been on the Billboard Pop charts, that song resonates of a spiritual meaning that could reach out to a larger audience. It isn't just good Christian music, it's good music with a Christian message. There are ways to touch people spiritually that extend into places they didn't know existed. If you'll promise to personally autograph your CD, I'll buy it if it contains Forgive Myself. That song will be on a lot of MP3 players in Syracuse. Cathy from Syracuse, NY

It pains me

The new covenant is God's unshakeable promise to forgive our sins, to meet with us face to face, to write his laws on our hearts and finally to give us eternal life.

This promise that God will write his laws on our hearts gives us the the ability to offer him deep, heartfelt obedience.

So he writes his words on my heart?  That sounds painful.

It's seems to me that when God's writes his laws deep within me, it hurts.  I can imagine God taking his sacred quill and carving his precious words on my tender, unprotected, innermost being.

His carving pains.  And yet the pain gives way to a deeper obedience.

Which relates to the biblical idea of suffering:  The idea that suffering makes us more like Jesus.  Maybe these two:  God writing his laws on our hearts and the sufferings of life are intimately linked.

Perhaps in these times of suffering in life, God is actually carving his laws deep within.

And after the pain, after the incisions of his carved words heal, we follow him and love him with a passion and devotion like never before.

This, I believe, is the wonder and awe and mystery of being changed into the image of God:  That he does it through our sufferings and that the suffering comes from the pain we feel as God is writing his law within.

So.  Every time you and I feel the pain, let us remind ourselves that he is writing his word on our hearts.  And let us find the joy in it.  Because the pain is leading to more of the image of God in this life and to a brilliant perfection in the world without end.

"I can stop this punishing myself"

Forgiving myself is all about embracing and accepting with open arms the complete forgiveness of Jesus. For me a huge part of accepting that forgiveness is letting go of my own anxious efforts to try to add to what Jesus has done for me. It's choosing to release the killing load of debt that I'm no longer meant to carry. It's rejecting self punishment, fully trusting Jesus Christ because he has pronounced my sin debt PAID IN FULL.

The new music video!

The creation of my new music video marks a brand new phase in promoting the song and the new project "Endless Fields." 

In June the song was released to the inspirational format at Christian radio.  Because we picked up a couple of networks the song has been heard on over 100 stations across the country. 

Now the song is being released to the adult contemporary format at Christian radio which esentially means it'll have a chance to be heard by a whole new audience.

Bottom line though, if the message can reach one new person and help them to see life in Christ in a fresh way, that's what it's all about. 

It's not about a top ten song, it's not about big concert venues, it's not about Dove awards, it's not about an article in Christianity today, a great review in Billboard. 

It's all about the glory of God and impacting one more life with the power and love of Jesus Christ.  I've had to relearn these things of late and I'm coming back, as Matt Redmen has written, "to the heart of worship."

You Don't Need Me


I'm thrilled to share with you the first single from my new record "Endless Fields!"  You Don't Need Me (But You Want Me).

To God's glory, I'm excited to share that the song is being played on over 100 radio stations across the country.

Feel free to play the song using the player at the bottom of the page.  There's also a short segment that includes my thoughts about the song.  It's the second cut on the player.  Check that out as well 'cause I think it will add an even greater dimension to the song for you.

I'd also love for you to click on "comments" and let me know what you think.  Enjoy! 

Man of Grace, Boy of Shame

I came to faith in Jesus when I was just ten years old.  And He put in my heart a hunger to want to please him.  But as I came into my teen years, I failed Jesus so often.  And every time I would fail, shame would say to me, "This is who you are and this is who you're always going to be."

And those voices of shame have dogged me throughout my life.  But through God's healing work in my life I've come to realize that I'm not defined by my sins, I'm defined by who Jesus Christ says I am.  

He's says to me and you, "You're forgiven, you're beautiful, you're precious, you're priceless, you're redeemed" and so much more.  Jesus gives a brand new identity to those who follow him.

I still hear the voices of shame.  But they don't have the power they used to because I've discovered and am discovering who I am in Jesus Christ.  

When the voices come, I remind myself who I am and whose I am.  I preach grace to myself.  And when I still feel the sting of shame from past failure, I remind myself that what I feel is NOT the truth.  Who I am in Jesus and what he says about me is the truth.

forgiving myself

This is my daughter Kali Joy taking the leap of faith!

I don't know about you but my journey of faith has been a lot about coming to grips with the incredible reality that Jesus died for me. It's been a journey of understanding what that means with my mind, learning to open my heart to this indescribable love, accepting it and taking the leap of faith to actually forgive myself and let go of the past.

Why has it taken me so long to let go of things that happened when I was just a teenager, for example? I don't know. I'll let the shrinks figure it out. All I know is that it just has. And I also know that I've learned SO MUCH in the process of really accepting Jesus' grace in my life and choosing to give it to myself. Things I would have never learned had it happened overnight.

So here's what I've slowly learned through the years. Self forgiveness begins with realizing that Jesus took the punishment that I deserve. I deserve wrath for my sins, Jesus took the wrap for me. Theologians call it substitutionary atonement. Jesus was there in my place on that cross.

Then self forgiveness involves the realization that I'm becoming someone new, someone who's starting to reflect him. Maybe you've heard this before: "I'm not who want to be, but I'm certainly not who I was." Slowly surely I'm seeing that he's making me more like him. I see Christ being formed in me and it gives me hope that I'll be totally like him someday. This transformation going on within helps me to see myself not as simply a forgiven sinner but as a new creation in progress.

Next, self forgiveness involves realizing that to him, I am precious, priceless and greatly loved. He LOVES me. In love he created me. In love he has rescued me from my sins. You might want to read this a couple times: I find my worth in that which inspired God to create me and redeem me: LOVE. It was his love that inspired him to create me and redeem me. And if it was the love of God that brought about my creation and redemption, then it must follow that I have incomprehensible value and worth to him.

Finally, to forgive myself certainly involves understanding these truths. But in the end it's a leap of faith EVERYDAY to trust that these things are true. I think you and I understand these things with our minds but for whatever reason, we don't really fully trust them to be true. So the final step of self forgiveness is a leap. A leap to trust.  Maybe it just comes down to saying: "Jesus, thank you for dying on the cross in my place; thanks that you live forever in perfection in my place; thank you that your Spirit lives in me; thanks that I am precious to you; I take the leap today to accept your love and I take your strength now to forgive myself and live in the joy." 

I will forgive myself
Let it go
I will forgive myself 
Today I forgive myself

I will release it
Let it go
I will forgive myself
Today I forgive myself

(chorus of a brand new song that'll be on my new record to be released in spring 2008)
get Endless Fields!

Buy Endless Fields now with your credit card! Click HERE to order now. 

11 songs to reawaken you to amazing grace and to ignite you to take it to the nations.  Featuring the radio single, You Don't Need Me (But You Want Me).

If you'd rather make your credit card purchase by phone call 800.462.8436.

Endless Fields is also available at I Tunes!  Click HERE!

The new music video!
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First off and most important, I'm just a guy who's trying to follow Jesus and figure out where He's leading.  Most of the time it's fun and sometimes it's really hard.  You may or may not know that I'm a singer, songwriter, guitarist.  My passion is following Jesus and making him known and I try to share that through my music.  This passion to share Jesus through music has taken me to Russia, Turkey,  Mexico, Thailand and Belgium.  For several years I've worked with Family Life Radio www.myflr.org as the afternoon drive host in Midland, Michigan along with my solo aritst work.  Now  I've joined a ministry in Phoenix, Arizona and am using radio and music to, with love and respect, invite Muslims to follow Jesus www.frontiers.org.  If I can encourage you in any way, then you've made my day!  

And let me encourage you with the perry lahaie e letter.   It includes inspiring faith thoughts for your journey, upcoming appearances, news about new music and a chance to let me know what I can pray for you about.  Click on the Contact button.

On the road

Upcoming events

  • Sun, August 16, 2009
  • 9:30 am
  • Mackinac Island Bible Church Worship
  • Mission Point Theatre @ Mission Point Resort
  • Main Street Mackinac Island MI (MAP)
  • Perry will be leading worship and sharing his songs in one of the most beautiful places in the world!  www.mibc.org
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  • Fri, October 2 – Sun, October 4
  • Global Impact Celebration
  • Rolling Hills Community Church
  • 1565 Green Valley Road Danville CA (MAP)
  • Perry will be sharing his songs and casting a vision for reaching those who've never heard the gospel during this 3 day event.  www.rollhill.org
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  • Sat, October 10, 2009
  • 9:30 am
  • Perspectives
  • Faith Church of the Valley
  • 2125 E. Chandler Blvd. Chandler AZ (MAP)
  • Perry will be sharing a few songs and teaching on "The Expansion of the World Christian Movement." Come and see what God has done since the first century!
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  • Sat, November 7 – Sun, November 8
  • Global Focus Missions Conference
  • Briarlake Baptist Church
  • 3715 Lavista Road Decatur GA (MAP)
  • Perry will be leading worship, sharing his songs and casting vision for reaching Musilm people groups with NO witness of Jesus.  www.briarlakechurch.org 
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  • Tue, November 17, 2009
  • 6:30 pm – 9:30 pm
  • Encountering the World of Islam Concert of Prayer
  • Trinity Baptist Church
  • 2130 E. University Drive Mesa AZ (MAP)
  • Perry will be leading a Concert of Prayer on the last meeting of this multi-week class focusing on sharing Jesus' love with Muslims.  If you think of your prayer as an instrument, a Concert of Prayer is a joining of many instruments so that the Kingdom will come to the Muslim world as it is in heaven.  It's an interactive time with God and one another that involves worship, group prayer for breakthroughs in the Muslim world, listening to the Holy Spirit and sharing insights with one another.  Your invited!   http://tbcmesa.com
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  • Sun, February 28, 2010
  • First Baptist Heart for the Nations Conference
  • First Baptist Church
  • 4525 S McClintock Drive Tempe AZ (MAP)
  • Perry will be sharing God's heart for ALL nations through his worship leading and by sharing his songs at the 8, 9:30 and 11 a services. 
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  • Mon, April 19 – Fri, April 23
  • Member Care Symposium
  • Frontiers US Sending Base
  • Phoenix AZ (MAP)
  • Perry will be leading worship and sharing his songs at this conference focusing on how to care for  Christian workers who are taking the gospel to the nations.  If you're interested in learning how to take better care of the frontline workers from your church, consider attending!  Call 1.800.462.8436 for more info.
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Previous events

  • Sun, June 28, 2009
  • 6:00 pm
  • Park Church Worship
  • Park Church
  • 1496 W. 32nd Street Holland MI (MAP)
  • Perry will be sharing his songs and sharing about his ministry to Muslims.  www.parkchurchholland.org
  • Sun, June 28, 2009
  • 10:00 am
  • Midland Reformed Church Worship
  • Midland Reformed Church
  • 1100 N Saginaw Rd Midland MI (MAP)
  • Perry will be leading worship, sharing his songs and sharing the amazing things God is doing in the Muslim world!  www.midlandreformed.org 
  • Sun, June 14, 2009
  • 4:00 pm
  • International Bible Church Worship
  • Quo Vadis Books
  • 1037 E. Lemon St. Tempe AZ (MAP)
  • Perry will be leading worship and sharing his songs at this multi-cultural church for the nations near the campus of Arizona State Universtiy.  http://internationalbiblechurch.com
  • Fri, May 15, 2009 – Sat, May 16, 2009
  • 5:00 pm – 5:00 pm
  • 247 To Go!
  • Portland OR (MAP)
  • 247 To Go is an event focusing on 247 Muslim groups with NO Christian witness. It provides a vision for reaching these groups in the next five years. Perry will be leading worship and sharing his songs at 247 To Go.
  • Sun, April 19 – Wed, April 22
  • GMA Convention
  • Nashville TN (MAP)
  • Perry will be sharing his music at the "Guitar Pull" an event during GMA week in Nashville featuring several artists sharing their songs and telling the stories behind the songs.  He'll also be doing interviews with media sharing about God's amazing grace in his life and his passion to share that grace in the Muslim world.
  • Wed, April 15, 2009
  • 9:30 am – 11:00 am
  • Cast Yourself In at IHOP!
  • International House of Pancakes
  • 5245 E. Pickard Mt. Pleasant MI (MAP)
  • Along with sharing some of his songs, Perry will share some of the amazing things God is doing in the Muslim world and how YOU can cast yourSELF in to what he's doing.  The meeting will be in a private room at IHOP and this is a buy-your-own-breakfast event.  :)
  • Tue, April 14, 2009
  • 7:00 pm
  • Breakthrough Ministries Banquet
  • Comfort Inn
  • 2424 S. Mission St Mt. Pleasant MI (MAP)
  • Perry will be the MC and share his songs at this fundraising banquet that will highlight the international prayer ministry of Breakthrough Ministries.  RSVP by April 5 by e-mailing breakthroughministries@hotmail.com or call 989.773.7847.
  • Tue, February 17, 2009
  • 6:30 pm
  • Perspectives
  • Messiah Lutheran Church
  • Midland MI (MAP)
  • Perry will be sharing a few songs and teaching on "The Expansion of the World Christian Movement."  Come and see what God has done since the first century!
  • Sat, January 24, 2009
  • 6:00 pm
  • Perry In Concert
  • Vineyard Church of Surprise
  • 14795 W. Mountain View Blvd Surprise AZ (MAP)
  • Perry will also be sharing his music at this church the following Sunday morning the 25th at 10.  www.surprisevineyard.com
  • Fri, December 12, 2008
  • Cornerstone Television
  • Pittsburgh PA (MAP)
  • Perry will be interviewed on Cornerstone TV along with Frontiers Director Bob Blincoe.   Watch the show live at www.ctvn.org! Time will be listed later and will be EDT.
cast yourself in!


Check out Cast Yourself In, the one-minute radio feature/podcast.  It's available at I Tunes and so far we're on 28 radio stations nation-wide!  CYI features the amazing stories of how God is working in the Muslim world.

In the media, fear seems to be winning the day. But I've created this spot to give a shout out that "God is on the move!!!"

Check out the feature at
www.frontiers.org/castyourselfin.  You can subscribe to the feature at that web page or at I Tunes, or of course, just listen to it there.

If you'd like to hear the feature on your Christian radio station or if you're a radio programmer interested in carrying the feature, contact me at 
lahaiet@yahoo.com
 

Jesus is working to bless those without the gospel. Cast Yourself In!